from heart to heart

Being of July there was opportunity to be in the Pre - Awakening event in Talsi. In the begging I felt that I really need to be there, something pulled me on that event.  Message was simple, reminding of true power of gospel. During preaching came words - are you willing say YES to Jesus? Just say YES to God. Many people said YES to Jesus but I started question myself do they know what it is even mean ? These words stood out a lot! For me it is not hard to say yes to Jesus, nothing complicated. Not hard to say here I am, choose me. Do we really realize what can follow or standing behind words what we say? I do realize. We think it is easy to say commitments but accomplish them it is much harder. After I said yes to Jesus, all ready longer time ago, came time were I needed accomplish my words in reality. I were delight to obey, not knowing what it will cost me.  Living in country were incomes are low and expenses high, not doing job were you aren't paid is insane. If you do not

Day to day life in the transition center have started. These couple of weeks have been time to start to adapt of schedule, plans, responsibilities, staff and so on. Even through this time I have experience provision from God and have lay down my complaints.   One evening talking to one of the staff about how I feel I shared some thoughts and later when I went to the room I received Scripture. Matthew 9:20-22 (NIV) Just then a woman who had been subject to bleeding for twelve years came up behind him and touched the edge of his cloak. She said to herself, “If I only touch his cloak, I will be healed.” Jesus turned and saw her. “Take heart, daughter,” he said, “your faith has healed you.” And the woman was healed at that moment. Some days after working at the transition center I came home and just lay down in my bed and couldn't do any thing, I felt my head is pulsating. I did't do anything physical to be so tired. Then came this Scripture and I could relate to our work

It seem's I have been started to live new life.  These couple of month's have been going only up!  Somehow God led me to start new things.  Being back home I had lot of time to rethink my life, to ask questions WHY? WHAT? WERE? and some how these simple questions started change everything. I understood that my heart is for mission lifestyle and I want to be part of God's CHURCH. Fasting, praying and searching I got to the point. God is challenging me to do totally different ministry. This time it is FREEDOM61 ( https://www.freedom61.org/ ) here in Latvia. Ministry witch I have been part as well being in YWAM. It is not easy ministry to be because you need struggle, carry, support and so much to help women in their need. This ministry is about to help women restore/renew their life, thinking and overall their hearts.  Even, I am young and maybe some small piece of puzzle, I know who is my God. He can use even young and not mature girl to change at least one life